Hei Saturday!!

Hello everybody!!! (try to look happy)

I try to look okay to everyone. And i get that!! Finally....
But from the deepest of my heart, i felt something was wrong and this shouldn't happen to me and my life. And i was sad. When i thinking about it, i only can cry to myself. Ya, myself. Cause no one knows about this feeling.

Okay, i always try to FORGET IT. FORGET all about YOU, about OUR story, YOUR perfect smile, YOUR handsome face, and all about US. But i can't delete your message to me, cause it so beautiful and this is make me realize.
Realize this is just my dream. Dream about how to make you're mine. But i can't.

Skip our story, please. I too remember it, it like opening a big hole in my heart torn apart.

And in this Saturday, i hope i can living like a normally girl. I try to make it possible, but impossible to get YOU. Smiling when you cry, it's okay.

I want to tell to you, now i really really like to listening a song of Taylor Swift- You Belong With Me.
You know why? Cause that song really describe my feeling. MOST BEAUTIFUL SONG I'VE  EVER HEARD!! Thanks :)

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A+B=AC ?

Gue tuh suka aneh sendiri ya sama kehidupan jaman sekarang. Ada orang (sebut saja A) pedekate deketin si B. Nah mereka udah dekeeeeet banget, tp gak pernah ketemu nih ceritanya. Tapi tetep aja, walaupun jauh dimata, dekat dihati.

Suatu hari, si B tiba-tiba ngerasa si A jauh banget dari dia akhir-akhir ini. Terus sampai akhirnya mereka gak pernah saling ngasih kabar.
Sebenernya, si B ini hanya bersugesti 'mungkin si A lagi sibuk atau gimana. jadi gak sempet ngasih kabar'
Selang beberapa hari, eeeehhh si A ternyata malah jadian sama si C. Waaaaahhhhh sumpah betapa kaget dan kecewanya si B.

Intinya, sekarang tuh orang yg saling pedekate, ternyata gak mesti jadian sama orang yg di-pedekate-in. Dan ini cuma bikin SAKIT HATI para korbannya. Kasian yah...

Yap yap. Ini bisa dibilang sebuah studi kasus (berasa anak kuliahan) atau bahkan ini pengalaman pribadi tersendiri buat kalian semua.

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#NOW PLAY- AFTERLIFE

Like walking into a dream so unlike what you've seen

So unsure but it seems 'cause we've been waiting for you

Fallen into this place just giving you a small taste

Of your afterlife here so stay you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light but girl this can't be right

Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be

Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong

I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here we gotta move on dear

Escape from this afterlife

'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on

Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain perfect skies with no rain

Can leave this place but refrain 'cause we've been waiting for you

Fallen into this place just giving you a small taste

Of your afterlife here so stay you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)

No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall)

So out of place don't wanna stay I feel wrong and that's my sign

I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye

Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here I gotta move on dear

Escape from this afterlife

'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on

Far away from here

Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you

This place full of peace and light and I'd hope you might

Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me

I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening

Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be

(I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy)

Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me

(Unbreak me unchain me I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here I gotta move on dear

Escape from this afterlife

'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on

Far away from here

Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you

This place full of peace and light and I'd hope you might

Take me back inside when the time is right

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Our Last Night

We were standin' in an empty room

The moonlight was falling

You were holding my hand

When the car pulled up for you

And i could have spent a life with you

But those days were over

You were calling my name

When your face faded from view

And wasn't it you who told me?

The sun would always chase the day

And wasn't it you who told me?

Angels fly in the air tonight saying

?wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake??

And stars collide and the air's alive

Or was it just like those promises that you made

On our last night?

I remember waking up with you

The days doing nothing

You meant more to me

Then than i think you ever knew

But you were gonna be a doctor movie star

A poet at a nobel seminar

I hope the world never tore that out of you

'cause wasn't it you who told me?

The sun would always chase the day

Yeah wasn't it you who told me?

Angels fly in the air tonight saying

?wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake??

And stars collide and the air's alive

Or was it just like those promises that you made

And what ever happened to the things you loved

And the songs we played and the indian days

Whatever happened to the things you gave away?

Like harold and maude singin'

Like harold and maude singin'

I was waving as you drove away

The sunlight was falling

You were writing backwards

In a dusty window pane

Angels fly in the air tonight saying

?wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake??

And stars collide and the air's alive

Or was it just like those promises that you made

On our last night? on our last night

On our last night on our last on our last

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Kisah Putri Fiica #2

Mereka selesai menyanyikan lagu tersebut. Tetapi kemudian seorang prajurit mengantarkan pesan untuk Pangeran Ibra...

"Fiica, maaf aku tak bisa terlalu lama disini. Ada suatu urusan yang harus aku kerjakan." ucap Pangeran Ibra cemas, menunggu jawab Putri Fiica

"Tetapi aku masih ingin kau disini, bersamaku, bernyanyi bersamaku." Raut kecewa dan sedih tampak diwajah Putri Fiica " Akankah kau kembali disini, untukku suatu hari nanti, Ibra?" mata indah Putri Fiica mulai berkaca-kaca

"Aku akan berkunjung kembali, jika waktu mempersilahkan diriku disini menemanimu, Fiica" Pangeran Ibra berusaha membangkitkan semangat Putri Fiica

"Baiklah. Aku akan menunggu sampai kau kembali lagi. Sampai kapanpun" senyum Putri Fiica yang nampak polos

Dan sejenak kemudian, Pangeran Ibra membawa gitarnya, dan pergi meninggalkan Putri Fiica.

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Berhari-hari, berminggu-minggu, berbulan-bulan, bahkan sampai tiba waktu ulang tahunnya Putri Fiica yang ke-16 dirayakan. Pangeran Ibra tak kunjung kembali untuk menggemakan nyanyian bersama Putri Fiica. 

Putri Fiica selalu berharap Pangeran Ibra akan kembali. Namun Putri Fiica justru menerima kabar bahagia, tapi ini membuatnya sedih.

Semua kerajaan diundang untuk datang dalam pertunangan Pangeran Ibra dengan Putri Alsa bulan depan. Entah alasan apa, Putri Fiica kemudian berlari ke kamarnya, dan menangis sesenggukan. Hingga dua hari berlalu, Putri Fiica tidak bisa tidur dengan lelap. Matanya yang indah dan berkilau dahulu, kini mulai menghitam dan bengkak.

Sampai suatu hari, Putri Fiica meminta sebuah menara kepada para pengawalnya untuk dirinya sendiri. Dan setelah menara tersebut selesai dibangun dalam beberapa minggu, disanalah tempat Putri Fiica menyediri. Dirundung kesedihan atas kepergian seseorang yang sangat berarti dalam hatinya, walaupun pertemuan mereka hanya sekejap saja. 

Putri Fiica selalu berharap dan tak pernah berhenti berharap agar suatu hari nanti Pangeran Ibra akan mendampingi hidupnya...

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